Emily's Adventures in Wonderland

So I am having a pretty bad week. My last boyfriend is getting married and I am feeling really hurt. I don't want to talk about it though. I am trying really hard everytime I start to cry to just breathe through my nose and empty my head and not think about everything. And I called Kaiser to make a counseling appointment. With everything going on in my life right now, with this on top of it, is way too much. I can't handle it anymore and I want some help.

I also have this gigantic cyst on the back of my hand which is starting to look freaky and is causing me pain so I need to make an appointment and have it drained or removed or something too. Haven't done that.

Just a brief update. I am going camping this weekend with my family, and I am trying to study today.

Oh, and since I haven't eaten much the last few days I dropped some more pounds, so I am over the 50 pound loss mark, which should be exciting, I just can't get excited. Also, I am now just "overweight" on the BMI scale, instead of "obese." Another big milestone.