Attacked by the Cat!

ITS NOT TRUE!

It's not true! I have not fallen off the planet, I promise. Well, ok sort of. I sort of fell off, but only a little so it doesn't count.

So I was having a really rough time the last time I posted with finding out David was getting married and having a horrible time trying to study for the Baby Bar.

I am still struggling, and am totally slacking off in the studying department. As in, I am basically not doing it at all, and every time I sit down with my books I fall asleep. I am not sure what to do about that. I am pretty sure this is what I want but I am totally unmotivated. So, what do I do to fix it? I have no idea. There is only about 5 weeks until the exam and I am totally out of time. I need to get rolling or this is going to be a big fat waste of money. ($600!!!)

I think part of what the deal is, is that I am totally DONE with being at home. I want something to do, I want a change. What I really want is to go back to work and be around people again. I have been home since the end of May and I have had enough. I am lonely, and I long for a regular paycheck and co-workers to be around... a regular schedule and not feeling like I am supposed to be working all hours of the day or night on my photography stuff. So I am frustrated. I think I am sort of subconciously just waiting until the exam so I can stop being at home and look for a job. But I am supposed to be studying until then, and instead I am just screwing around waiting. Like I am going through the motions but not really doing it. Which is stupid and defeats the whole purpose of staying home this whole time.

Next up, I have been a bit distracted by the sudden overflowing of interested men in my life. There were 3 main guys who were chasing me starting the weekend after my last post, totally bizarre, they all just popped up at the same time. After a couple of weeks, one of them had me completely hooked, but I didn't want to put too much pressure on him by just focusing on him, so I kept the other two around but wasn't really interested anymore. So a month goes by and it's down to just the one guy I liked the best, and then he goes and spooks himself and falls of the planet! So I am back to being lonely. I am up for keeping things casual with him, but he's not around much so I'm not sure what to think. So I reconnected with one of the guys from before, but I'm not really interested so that doesn't seem fair to the poor guy. lol RAWR!

And lastly, my cat attacked me. I already posted this on my other blog so I am cheating and just copying and pasting. Here is the story:

My neighbors were having a party and were being really rude and loud. They threw some stuff down into my patio and I made them come down and clean it up. After awhile I tried to go to sleep, but someone in their unit was snoring so loud I could hear them through the ceiling, and I actually finally had to switch my sleeping position ( my ultimate doom) so that my head was by the footboard so the noise from their unit wasn't so distracting and so I could sleep. I was suddenly awoken by a horrible slicing/choping sensation on my neck following by horrible owchiness pain.

Amelia tried to kill me.

Ok, not really, but that's what it looks like! I think because I was sleeping the wrong way, she didn't realize I was there and thought I was a pile of blankets and so she accidentally jumped on my neck on her way to jumping on the window sill.

My assailant, on the left.


Pouting over my ugliness.



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It has been almost a week and I obsessively rubbed neosporin on it every day so it looks alot better now but this story was too good not to post. Crazy cat.