Saturday, October 09, 2010

Back Soon

Temporarily going private, back soon.

Someone I don't know who wasn't invited accessed this blog, which made me very upset. That said, there may be times in the future where I may click private on and off. I dont want to lock anybody out, so if you can, please leave me your email addresses as a comment or email them to me and I will send you an invite so if I suddenly switch it to private like I did today, you won't be locked out for any period of time. That okay guys?

Also, just an FYI if anyone was wondering, any time you leave a comment on ANY post old or new I will get it. I don't moderate the comments, but I do have them emailed them to me when you post them so I do get them all and read them all. So you can comment on anything new or old and I will absolutely get it.

I was stupid today and looked at Matt related stuff and got upset and I got MAD and swore at the computer for the first time.

I got mad... I called him a bad word. I called him more than one bad word.

Am I gonna get in trouble for that?

6 comments:

Unknown said...

I found your blog through Java's. I would still like to follow you if you don't mind. I just want to tell you that I am sorry for all that you are going through. I grew up in a family where my dad cheated on my mom multiple times. I remember being so angry with him...and with my mom for putting up with it! I know that at one point, my dad was living a double life. I don't know how it all came to an end, but it eventually did. I don't think that the other woman ever even knew that my dad was married to my mom.

I commend you for being so strong through all of this. I can only imagine how earth shattering it was to find out what your ex was up to. I am sure that it will take you awhile to heal from this. Grief is a strange process. I think that the most important thing for you to recognize is that none of this was your fault. He played you. You may never understand why, and that isn't fair! It was just a major character flaw in him. He isn't worthy of your love. I hope that I haven't offended you in saying this, I just wanted to give you the perspective from someone on the outside of the situation.

It broke my heart to read that you are having so many fears regarding men in general right now. I understand that. It's hard to tell the good from the bad when you have been so deceived. I just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you and for your healing.

Also, I think that the pictures that you take are gorgeous! I think that the unhappy bride may have some issues herself! Try not to let it get you down. If there is a way for you to publicly respond to her complaints about you doing a poor job, I would post some of the beautiful pictures that you took of her wedding. I think most brides would love to have such beautiful pictures. They pretty much speak for themselves!

My blog is private, but if you want to e-mail me @ Evonne97@comcast(dot)net, I will send you an invite to my blog so that you can see that I'm not a wacko!

Best Wishes,

Evonne

Our Family said...

I would like to continue thanks shirlene shirlenerunsfast@yahoo.com

Renee said...

My email is closedonsunday@hotmail.com. Thanks!

Linda said...

my email is lindakumpatgmaildotcom

We love you Emily :)

Anonymous said...

I don't remember how I found you, but I would like to follow your recovery journey. You are a smart, beautiful, talented person and you deserve the best in life.

Anonymous said...

and I forgot to leave my address, theupsanddownsofmylife at gmail dot com